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	<title>The Condensed Checkout Counter: March 2026</title>
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<p>hi all! no real checkout counter this month since i was overseas for most of march (maybe i'll write a blog about it...!). in the meantime, though, here are some other (semi-)monthly link roundups that i like to peruse and often take from for my own posts:</p>
<p><a href="https://solflo.neocities.org/artlog/" target="_blank">solflo's artlog</a><br>so much good stuff in here, lots of overlapping interests of mine (novels in particular)</p>
<p><a href="https://crotovane.neocities.org/wrapped/" target="_blank">crotovane's wrapped</a><br>always a treat to visit this site and admire its classy styling.</p>
<p><a href="https://whatelseison.net/" target="_blank">What Else Is On?</a><br>really enjoy how this is its own dedicated site now, like it's a specific place to stop by every month.</p>
<p><a href="https://litter.leaflet.pub/" target="_blank">leaf litter</a><br>love these themed little roundups. a guaranteed nice perusal, like turning over a rock to look at all the fun stuff happening underneath.</p>
<p><a href="https://indarktrees.com/roundups/" target="_blank">interesting links roundup</a><br>lots of lengthy articles and essays in here that i would otherwise never read due to my quick judgment of their titles...</p>
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<p><i>as always, you can <a href="https://sweetfish.site/checkout/0326" target="_blank">leave a comment</a> on any checkout counter post. thanks for reading!</i></p>]]></description>
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	<title>The Checkout Counter: February 2026</title>
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	<pubDate>Sun, 01 Mar 2026 17:18:22 +0000</pubDate>
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<h1>The Checkout Counter #40</h1>
<p>where i am it's light at 5pm again :) take care, and thanks for reading 💛</p>
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<h2>Books</h2>
<p><i>The Fire Concerto</i>, Sarah Landenwich<sup>1</sup><br>Mystery. A former child prodigy inherits a metronome from her estranged piano teacher, drawing her into a mystery of centuries past.</p>
<h2>Film</h2>
<p><a href="https://letterboxd.com/film/the-ugly-stepsister/" target="_blank"><i>The Ugly Stepsister</i></a> (<i>Den stygge stesøsteren</i>), 2025<sup>2</sup><br>Fantasy, horror, comedy. In a fairytale kingdom where beauty and pain go hand in hand, Elvira goes to extreme lengths to catch the eye of the prince.</p>
<p><a href="https://letterboxd.com/film/best-in-show/" target="_blank"><i>Best in Show</i></a>, 2000<br>Comedy, mockumentary. Contestants from across the United States prepare for the annual Mayflower Kennel Club Dog Show.</p>
<p><a href="https://letterboxd.com/film/wendy-and-lucy/" target="_blank"><i>Wendy and Lucy</i></a>, 2008<sup>3</sup><br>Drama. On her crosscountry journey to seek out work in Alaska, Wendy's car breaks down in Oregon.</p>
<h2>Music</h2>
<p><a href="https://iamdim.bandcamp.com/album/compendium-v" target="_blank">Compendium V</a>, DIM<br>Dark folk, dungeon synth</p>
<p><a href="https://sufjanstevens.bandcamp.com/album/illinois" target="_blank">Illinois</a>, Sufjan Stevens<sup>4</sup><br>Folk, Americana</p>
<p><a href="https://griddlekeep.bandcamp.com/album/warm-welcome" target="_blank">Warm Welcome</a>, Griddlekeep<br>Ambient, synth</p>
<p><a href="https://mitski.bandcamp.com/album/nothings-about-to-happen-to-me" target="_blank">Nothing's About to Happen to Me</a>, Mitski<sup>5</sup><br>Alternative</p>
<h2>Games</h2>
<p><a href="https://rose.systems/animalist/" target="_blank">list animals until failure</a>, Vivian Rose<sup>6</sup></p>
<p><a href="https://antemaion.itch.io/saltwrack" target="_blank">Saltwrack</a>, Antemaion<sup>7</sup><br>Interative fiction, horror, post-apocalyptic</p>
<p><a href="https://crotovane.itch.io/out" target="_blank">Out</a>, crotovane<br>Interative fiction, romance</p>
<h2>Articles & essays</h2>
<p><a href="https://lareviewofbooks.org/article/the-mysterious-eugenics-of-aesthetic-taste/" target="_blank">The Mysterious Eugenics of Aesthetic Taste</a>, Michael Rossi</p>
<p><a href="https://lux-magazine.com/article/tom-of-finland/" target="_blank">Morally Erect</a>, Carta Monir</p>
<p><a href="https://www.scientificamerican.com/article/how-extremophile-molds-are-destroying-museum-artifacts/" target="_blank">The hidden threat eating away at museum treasures</a>, Elizabeth Anne Brown</p>
<h2>Blogs</h2>
<p><a href="https://blog.curiousquail.com/three-feet-of-snow-man/" target="_blank">Three feet of snow, man</a>, MSD</p>
<p><a href="https://mimidoshima.neocities.org/main/posts/2026/llm/" target="_blank">LLM Slop Will Make Us Antisocial</a>, Mimidoshima</p>
<p><a href="https://woolgathering.bearblog.dev/i-cant-stop-thinking-about-goodreads-top-100/" target="_blank">i can't stop thinking about goodreads' top 100</a>, woolgathering</p>
<p><a href="https://theworksofegan.net/posts/2026-02-12-link-please/" target="_blank">Link, Please!</a>, Mike Egan</p>
<p><a href="https://fuzul.bearblog.dev/reclaiming-my-writing/" target="_blank">reclaiming my writing</a>, Doruk Balcı</p>
<p><a href="https://alexharri.com/blog/ascii-rendering" target="_blank">ASCII characters are not pixels</a>, Alex Harri</p>
<h2>Around the web</h2>
<p><a href="https://rose.systems/edible_colors" target="_blank">HTML colors sorted by edibility</a></p>
<p><a href="https://everest-pipkin.com/#projects/desirepaths.html" target="_blank">Desire Paths for Wikipedia</a><br>Browser userscript</p>
<p><a href="https://lisbonmetro.tumblr.com/archive" target="_blank">Lisbon Metro Tumblr</a></p>
<p><a href="https://tombubul.info/tenets.html" target="_blank">Design tenets of my website</a></p>
<p><a href="https://openbenches.org/" target="_blank">OpenBenches</a><br>Mapping memorial benches</p>
<p><a href="https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Pasilalinic-sympathetic_compass" target="_blank">The Wikipedia article for the pasilalinic-sympathetic compass</a></p>
<p><a href="https://walkman.land/" target="_blank">WalkmanLand</a><br>Walkman database</p>
<p><a href="https://bits.ashleyblewer.com/halt-and-catch-fire-syllabus/" target="_blank">Halt and Catch Fire Syllabus</a><sup>8</sup></p>
<p><a href="https://wholeearth.info/" target="_blank">Whole Earth Index</a><sup>9</sup><br>Archive of Whole Earth publications</p>
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<h2>Notes</h2>
<p><b>1. The Fire Concerto</b><br>really enjoyed this! always a fan of stories that explore  what "history" actually means and how it's deliberately shaped to fit concise narratives (much like mysteries...!).<br>i was charmed by the romances, both in the present and past—that final reveal in the last few paragraphs was very sweet. wish i could listen to the fictional music that's described here, though in these cases it's probably best left to the imagination.</p>
<p><b>2. The Ugly Stepsister</b><br>lol this was stylish and fun. cinderella and her two stepsisters are all sympathetic here. the silkworms bit was inspired!</p>
<p><b>3. Wendy and Lucy</b><br>all the mundane and bland shots of oregon made me a little homesick to be honest! lot of gut wrenching stuff here (the crumpled-up bills she's handed...!)</p>
<p><b>4. Illinois</b><br>funny to listen to a universally acclaimed, two decade-old album all the way through for the first time and think, "yeah this is pretty nice". i've always been familiar with the more well-known songs on this album, but i thought i should give this a real listen after seeing the lyrics of <i>chicago</i> <a href="https://bsky.app/profile/sweetfish.site/post/3mdrda7grdc25" target="_blank">written on a public feedback wall</a> at an art exhibit. <a href="https://sufjanstevens.bandcamp.com/track/they-are-night-zombies-they-are-neighbors-they-have-come-back-from-the-dead-ahhhh" target="_blank">this track</a> is my personal favorite.</p>
<p><b>5. Nothing's About to Happen to Me</b><br>gorgeous instrumentation! love how americana/folksy this is (are those even the right words…). very drawn to this title/cover/art direction overall—feels the most narratively and sonically cohesive of her albums.</p>
<p><b>6. list animals until failure</b><br>266 animals listed<br>
🐻‍❄️🐻🐻🐼🐻🦝🦊🦊🐺🐀🦘🐦👩‍💻🦧🦍𓆈🦎🐍🐍🐍🐍🪸𓇼🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🐟🌈🐟🐙🐋🐳🫍🐊🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦‍⬛🐦🐦🐦🐦𓅪🐦🐧🐧🐧🐧🐧🐧🦭🦭🐦🐦🐧🦒🦏🦓𓃴🦛🦁🐯🐅🐘𓃰℥🐆🐞🐜🐜🪳🐛🐛🦋🫅🐛🐍🐛🦅🦅🦅🐦🦉🦉🦉🦉🦉🦉🦉𓅃🐦🐦🐕🐈‍⬛🐦🐦𓅳🐣🪿🦢🐎🫏🦄🕷🐄🦙🕸️🐛🐛🕊️🕊️🕊🕊🐦𓅦🦚🦩🐦🐦🐦𓅣𓅣🦌🦌🦈🦈🦈🦈🦈🐟🐟🐟🐠🐟🐟🦕🦖🦕🐦🦆🐟🐍🐟🪰🪰🪲🪰🪱🪱𓆏🐸𓆏🐦🦥🦣🐟🐦𓅃🦉🐟🐟🐢𓆉🐟🐛🐛🦭🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦀🦐🦀🐛🐝🐛🐛🪰鯉🐟🦬🦎🐿🐛🐛🐛🐛🐛🐦𓅧🐦🦋𓅨🐦🐦🐨🦌🧝🐖</p>
<p><b>7. Saltwrack</b><br>yes!!! incredible atmosphere and use of minimalist styling. what a strange and terrifying world.</p>
<p><b>8. Halt and Catch Fire Syllabus</b><br>truly know nothing about <i>halt and catch fire</i> other than the fact that lee pace is there. a book club-syllabus-website for favorite shows/movies/etc. is such a fun idea and alternate way of thinking of <a href="https://fanlore.org/wiki/Character_Shrine" target="_blank">fan shrines</a>.</p>
<p><b>9. Whole Earth Index</b><br>and now there's a <a href="https://searchwhole.earth/" target="_blank">search engine</a> for the archive!</p>
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<p><i>as always, you can <a href="https://sweetfish.site/checkout/0226" target="_blank">leave a comment</a> on any checkout counter post. thanks for reading!</i></p>]]></description>
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	<title>The Checkout Counter: January 2026</title>
	<link>https://sweetfish.site/checkout/0126</link>
	<pubDate>Mon, 02 Feb 2026 22:12:53 +0000</pubDate>
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<h1>The Checkout Counter #39</h1>
<p>whew january felt long. who knew 31 days could be stretched so infinitely. in other news the cold front here has lasted so long that 20°F (–6°C) now feels genuinely pleasant. thanks, as always, for reading 💛</p>
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<h2>Books</h2>
<p><i>Butter</i>, Asako Yuzuki (tr. Polly Barton)<sup>1</sup><br>Literary, crime. Rika, the only woman in her news office, is determined to get an exclusive interview with Manako Kajii, a talented home cook convicted of murdering several men. With each visit to the detention center, Rika is drawn further into Kajii's orbit and gourmand way of life.</p>
<h2>Short fiction</h2>
<p><a href="https://clarkesworldmagazine.com/pak_01_25/" target="_blank">Never Eaten Vegetables</a>, H.H. Pak<sup>2</sup></p>
<p><a href="https://thewhitepube.co.uk/texts/2025/onionjack/" target="_blank">Onion Jack</a>, Zarina Muhammad</p>
<h2>Film</h2>
<p><a href="https://letterboxd.com/film/happy-go-lucky/" target="_blank"><i>Happy-Go-Lucky</i></a>, 2008<sup>3</sup><br>Drama, comedy. Nothing will break the stride of Poppy, an optimistic and cheery schoolteacher in North London.</p>
<p><a href="https://letterboxd.com/film/hard-truths-2024/" target="_blank"><i>Hard Truths</i></a>, 2024<sup>4</sup><br>Drama, comedy. Follows two sisters and the polar opposite households they run: one sterile and hostile, the other inviting and warm.</p>
<p><a href="https://letterboxd.com/film/no-other-choice-2025/" target="_blank"><i>No Other Choice</i></a> (어쩔수가없다), 2025<sup>5</sup><br>Crime, comedy, thriller. A man goes to extreme and violent lengths to eliminate his competition in the job hunt.</p>
<p><a href="https://letterboxd.com/film/dial-m-for-murder/" target="_blank"><i>Dial M for Murder</i></a>, 1954<br>Thriller, crime. A man orchestrates the murder of his wife by coercing a former classmate.</p>
<p><a href="https://letterboxd.com/film/sentimental-value-2025/" target="_blank"><i>Sentimental Value</i></a> (<i>Affeksjonsverdi</i>), 2025<sup>6</sup><br>Drama. Two sisters reunite with their estranged and world-renowned filmmaker father, who steps back into their lives for the creation of his next film.</p>
<p><a href="https://letterboxd.com/film/dinner-in-america/" target="_blank"><i>Dinner in America</i></a>, 2020<sup>7</sup><br>Comedy, romance. After setting a suburban house on fire, Simon evades the police with the help of Patty, a former classmate and devoted punk rock fan.</p>
<h2>Music</h2>
<p><a href="https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_lRWOrVThMKWfGjCloqV0osEnv1NMmVhqQ" target="_blank">Kokyuu</a> (呼吸), Lily Chou-Chou<br>J-pop, ethereal wave</p>
<p><a href="https://kinggizzard.bandcamp.com/album/l-w" target="_blank">L.W.</a>, King Gizzard & The Lizard Wizard<br>Psychedelic rock</p>
<p><a href="https://twen.bandcamp.com/album/one-stop-shop" target="_blank">One Stop Shop</a>, twen<br>Alternative, rock</p>
<p><a href="https://knowermusic.bandcamp.com/album/knower-forever" target="_blank">KNOWER FOREVER</a>, KNOWER<br>Electronic jazz-funk</p>
<p><a href="https://atriumoftime.bandcamp.com/album/atrium-of-time" target="_blank">Atrium of Time</a>, Atrium of Time<br>Ambient, dungeon synth</p>
<h2>Comics</h2>
<p><i>Cry Wolf Girl</i>, Ariel Slamet Ries<br>Fantasy. Dawa, having grown up with the tale of the boy who cried wolf, doesn't know what to do when she starts seeing wolves of her own.</p>
<p><i>My Lesbian Experience with Loneliness</i>, Nagata Kabi<br>Memoir. An autobiographical glimpse into a young woman's relationship with self-harm, sex, and intimacy.</p>
<h2>Articles & essays</h2>
<p><a href="https://thewhitepube.co.uk/texts/2026/the-eyesore/" target="_blank">The Eyesore</a>, Zarina Muhammad<sup>8</sup></p>
<p><a href="https://aresluna.org/the-clock/" target="_blank">The Clock</a>, Marcin Wichary</p>
<p><a href="https://thewhitepube.co.uk/texts/2026/butter/" target="_blank">Butter</a>, Gabrielle de la Puente</p>
<p><a href="https://glitchout.blog/2026/01/20/down-in-bermuda-2019-the-cozy-erasure/" target="_blank">Down In Bermuda (2019): The Cozy Erasure of an Entire Territory</a>, Oma Keeling</p>
<p><a href="https://wellcomecollection.org/stories/medieval-mobility-aids" target="_blank">Medieval mobility aids</a>, Jude Seal</p>
<h2>Blogs</h2>
<p><a href="https://yrgirlkv.neocities.org/posts/2026-01-17-the-recipe-metaphor" target="_blank">the recipe metaphor</a>, kavita poduri</p>
<p><a href="https://litter.leaflet.pub/3mdc6dlxpqk2c" target="_blank">linklog #006: very specific photo collections</a>, loren</p>
<p><a href="https://stillness.digital/posts/2026-01-11/" target="_blank">computer, Show Me Less Like This</a>, Stillness.Digital</p>
<h2>Games</h2>
<p><a href="https://enclose.horse/" target="_blank">enclose.horse</a><sup>9</sup><br>Daily puzzle</p>
<p><a href="https://www.gamepoems.com/issue01/" target="_blank">Game Poems, Issue #1</a><br>Playable literary magazine</p>
<h2>Around the web</h2>
<p><a href="https://iznaut.itch.io/bimbo" target="_blank">bimbo</a><br>Static site generator</p>
<p><a href="https://applesmeasure.neocities.org/" target="_blank">How Many Apples Are You?</a></p>
<p><a href="https://kaomojicool.club/" target="_blank">Kaomoji Cool Club</a><br>Kaomoji builder</p>
<p><a href="https://wikiview.net/" target="_blank">wikiview</a><br>Visual exploration of Wikimedia Commons images</p>
<p><a href="https://gradient.horse/" target="_blank">gradient.horse</a><br>Draw a horse and let it run</p>
<p><a href="https://guides.bloombergconnects.org/en-US/guide/chicagoArchitectureBiennial2025/exhibition/aac15530-6d54-4b6e-b0f9-2e000888a44e" target="_blank">Inhabit, Outhabit</a><sup>10</sup><br>Videos of collective housing projects from around the world</p>
<p><a href="https://positron11.github.io/watterson/" target="_blank">The Watterson Archives</a><br><i>Calvin and Hobbes</i> archive</p>
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<h2>Notes</h2>
<p><b>1. Butter</b><br>one of my go-to quick and easy meals is butter over rice drizzled with maggi sauce, so it was fun to see that same, simple meal (albeit with soy sauce) written so luxuriously here.<br>i ended up really loving this despite taking months to get through the whole thing, and it took a lot of turns that i wasn't expecting. so many thoughts about hunger and desire and pleasure and indulgence…! rika is really living the dream at the end. good for her.</p>
<p><b>2. Never Eaten Vegetables</b><br>i love you NEV-476!!!</p>
<p><b>3. Happy-Go-Lucky</b><br>i love movies that drop in on an ordinary person's life, going about their ordinary days. poppy and everyone around her feel so alive and realized, as if they all have their own histories that will continue long after the credits roll. there's a moment where poppy comments on how beautiful the sky is, and it's just the ordinary london sky. lovely.<br>the plot point that sticks with me the most is poppy learning how to drive and her relationship with the driving instructor—it's so crazy how that specific type of paranoid, racist, woman-hating guy is everywhere now. or maybe they were everywhere in 2008, too, and were just quieter about it.</p>
<p><b>4. Hard Truths</b><br>excruciating watch! this is barely a comedy to me lol—the way pansy berates everyone from customer service workers to her own son is agonizing. very distinctly a post-covid movie in how pansy is afraid to leave the house and such.<br>really liked the scenes with chantelle's two daughters, especially when they meet up for drinks and lie about how their work days went. so much unsaid!</p>
<p><b>5. No Other Choice</b><br>feels considerably less biting than park chan-wook's previous films, but there's still a lot of fun in here. the metaphor (of killing your competition) is obvious and its obviousness is weirdly comforting—yes, it is like that. yes, it does drive everyone crazy. so it goes. perfect ending, too.</p>
<p><b>6. Sentimental Value</b><br>this is one of those movies that's impossible to even attempt to look at objectively because of how it gets into my guts and puts to screen things i could never vocalize myself. eek! great performances though, i can definitively say that.<br>wish the subtitles could've differentiated between norwegian/swedish/danish. that renovation at the end was evil lmao</p>
<p><b>7. Dinner in America</b><br>manic pixie music boyfriend!<br>the first ~20 minutes of this felt pretty obnoxious lol but i really warmed up to it by the end. i was trying to figure out when this was set (80s? 90s? now?), but it doesn't truly matter and that nebulous time period feels perfect for the small midwestern town they're in. emily skeggs is such a star, cast her in a bunch more movies now!!</p>
<p><b>8. The Eyesore</b><br>funny to read this in my bedroom where i have a postcard print of <i>the great wave</i>, visual filler so my wall isn't blank.</p>
<p><b>9. enclose.horse</b><br>constantly baffled by the number of people who manage to 100% this</p>
<p><b>10. Inhabit, Outhabit</b><br>i happened across an exhibit for the architecture biennial and spent an unexpectedly long time there, so i was glad to see my favorite part available online (for now?). i love architecture and how it visualizes how we want to live and interact with others, and i love how clearly this exhibit showcases that. there are so many different models of housing that steer us away from individualist and car-centric and nuclear family existences…a better world is possible, and we can make it happen!</p>
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